I go back to the same job on July 24th, I believe. Maybe a day earlier. Maybe a day later. Same position, same everything, just equipped with medication that will (hopefully) get me through various rough patches of emotion. Cannot change the co-workers, cannot change the hours. Maybe I could get a different task within the workplace... but I doubt it. Oh well -- I'll try and deal with that set of emotions once I get there.
I fear the future because there's miles and miles of uncertainty, change, and questionable times that lay ahead of myself. It's smart to say "One day at a time" but I don't know if that's believable or achievable.
I just gotta keep plugging away.